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MOTHER OF MOTHER
(Gaia)
Scarlett Deva Antaloczy ©

Mother of Mother, I feel your pain
Your body’s shaking, but you’re not the one to blame
You cannot fool me, You’re much too wise
Your world is slowly dying
You’re causing eruptions, Senseless goodbyes, dear life
You never stop from trying, you never stop from trying,
For forty nights and forty days
We climb the highest mountain in praise
To Buddha, Allah, Yaweh, Jesus, Halleluiah
Close your eyes, but still it rains,…
Mother of Mother, I feel so shamed
Your ways are simple, Like the spring showers beating down upon my window pane
I want to swim beneath a fresh blue sky, Playing in your sacred garden
I dream of whales and wolves and butterflies
Of honour, love and pardon, of honour, love and pardon,
For forty nights and forty days
We climb the highest mountain in praise
To Buddha, Allah, Yaweh, Jesus, Halleluiah
Close your eyes but still it rains
Mother of Mother, Are we the same
Born of your body, We need each other from the deepest ocean to the smallest grain
Inside your womb, You’ve carried us through time
Holding my safe supported baby, Now I might lose you both cause we’re so blind
To your voice, whose song is living glory, your song is living glory,
For forty nights and forty days
We climb the highest mountain in praise
To Buddha, Allah, Yaweh, Jesus, Halleluiah
Close your eyes,…
but still it rains,…

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DEAR FEAR
Scarlett Deva Antaloczy ©


I have tried to breathe, speak from my heart
Tried too many times to make a fresh start
But here you come again, after all these years
Why do you keep returning, inside me, Dear Fear
I’ve tried to jump in with you, stand my ground
Feel you, hold and love you, all around
But you insist to play, and I can’t breathe
Pull me any tighter, and I’ll die, Dear Fear
Cuz’ I want to sing, feel alive!
Not be grateful, to have just, survived
Want to fly,… feel I’ve arrived
As if this was my last day, high on cherry wine
The world keeps spinning faster
And wasted talent, is the saddest crime,….
For this I’ve tried to silence, and hold my tongue
But something always greater, calls, for my song to be sung!
But you’re like an alcoholic, so it’s never quite clear
When you’re gonna catch me, naked, Dear Fear
But you know, I know, what you look like, when you’re coming, you tease
Aiming for my throat, hands and plexus, my heart on speed,
Why don’t you wrap me in your cling film, watch me freeze
Then go about your business, fill me up, Dear Fear
Cuz’ I want to sing, feel alive!
Not be grateful, to have just, survived
Want to fly,… feel I’ve arrived
As if this was my last day, high on cherry wine
The world keeps spinning faster
And wasted talent, is the saddest crime,….
You love to overwhelm, just won’t let go
Spread across lives, now precious moments don’t flow
So, where will you be next, or are you stalking me in here
Then your fans can applaud, when you show, Dear Fear
Shall I wear some shiny stockings or shave my hair
Integrate the two, remove another layer
Psychoanalysts tell me, za cure ist near!
But your memory’s stuck inside me, centuries Dear Fear
Still, I want to sing, feel alive!
Not be grateful, to have just, survived
Want to fly,… feel I’ve arrived
As if this was my last day, high on cherry wine
The world keeps spinning faster
And wasted talent, is the saddest crime,….
Our fear
Who art on earth
Hallowed be thy nicknames
Thy feardom come
For it is you who trained me
Then conveniently blamed me
Running through my veins
On up to my brains
It is you who drains me, frames me
So you can tame me, then defame me
I complain, you contain
It is you, who mames, lames,
And I shame me!
Our fear, who art so dear
A part of me, but not all of thee
Hear me as I reclaim my prophecy!
Cuz’ I want to sing, feel alive!
Not be grateful, to have just, survived
Want to fly,… feel I’ve arrived
As if this was my last day, high on cherry wine
The world keeps spinning faster
And wasted talent is the saddest crime,…Dear Fear

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         Doin’ the Thing!
             (Artist's Lament)
         Scarlett Deva Antaloczy©

It’s late at nite, And I’m watching T.V.
Channel surfing, And all I see  Is everybody doin’ it, doin it, doin’ it, Doin’ the thing,…

Some are pretty good, And a lot are real bad.But ya gotta give ‘em creditm, Although it’s sad
That me and my friends aren’t up there with Oprah and Jay Leno
Doin’ the thing,…

          But I’ve made a milliom calls,
And knocked on all sorts of doors,
Reached for the ceiling and pounded on the floors,
For a few thousand coffee stained business cards          
With a name and number
Doin’ the thing,…

So now I watch the dangling carrots, With a smile on my face
Years rush by, but I’ve accepted I’m well placed
Day in and day out my dreams and my visions, still call to me, There’s so much more I want to do
Then SELL myself to you!

Don’t have a lot of moneyNow sometimes, I hate what I love
Can’t understand this from the Lord aboveI’m runnin’ on exhaustion just from doin’ it, doin’it
Doin’ the thing, Doin’ da thing,…

                   I’m running on high, then running on empty,
Doin’ The  Thing!

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Earth  My Body
(based on a Native-Indian 4 bar chant
adaptation and extra lyrics
Scarlett Deva Antaloczy (C)

Earth My Body
Water My Blood
Air My Breath
And Fire My Spririt!

Earth Your Body,So we all stand grounded for the building of foundations and the union of all nations
Water Your Blood,

Let the life force run through you like the from the river mountain to the stream

Air Your Breath

Take the flap of a butterfly, voice the word if you want to be heard

And FireYour Spririt!
Hold your child within, understanding truth compassion,
Open your heart for your journey just is,…..

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                             

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